Rambling

I need to get into the habit of writing this again. I really do.

In english we're reading The Perks of Being a Wallflower. I read it freshman year, and I can't explain how happy I am that we're reading it in class. I haven't read it in a while, re-reading it will be nice. But it occurred to me that in the book Charlie's sister is made a mix tape by a boy & just tosses it aside. I've never been given a mix by a boy. I've never been given a mix by anybody. I'm always the one making the mix. I think it'd be nice to be the person receiving one someday. Just to know that someone is thinking of me when they hear a certain song. To know that they took the time to choose songs just for me. It seems like it should feel special. I hope the people I've given mixes to feel special. That's what I aim for.

I think I've lost weight over the winter break, but that's because without school I've been forgetting to eat. It's not usually top priority. I've been living off of things like crackers and eggs and fruit strips. A cookie on occasion, but I don't think it's going to help me much. I'm surprised I haven't blacked out by now. I don't mean to have these kinds of eating habits. I just fall into them unless I'm reminded to eat.

Such is life, for me at least.