I already posted this to my tumblr (hell yeah I have one now!), but I felt like posting it here too.

I Wish - A list for the people I know, and the people I knew.
Each passage is for someone else. These people are in alphabetical order. And no, not every letter is used. And yes, some are used twice. And no, this doesn’t matter. And yes, this is just rambling.

I wish, more than anything, that you were yourself. I miss you so goddamn much sometimes, and it’s the worst feeling in the world to miss someone you see all the time.

I wish I had any respect left for you. Sadly, I don’t.

I wish I knew what would’ve happened if I had actually let us grow close, because I know we were going down that road at one point. And then… Well, I was stupid, and you were gone.

I wish you knew how great I think you are. And I know you probably don’t think I’m great, or that anything is all that great for that matter. But I can understand.

I wish you knew how much I cared about you, and how much it scares me sometimes. But in any case, thank you for being my second chance. And please don't be like the others. I know you won't, but I still have to hope as hard as I can that you won't.

I wish I made more effort to contact you, to spend time with you, to befriend you. I really like you, ya know? One of those auto-connect moments. I should’ve followed it up.

I wish you knew how much you cheer me up.

I wish you would realize that things can change, very simply, and that’s exactly what happened. Or maybe I just finally smartened up.

I wish I could explain a few things to you, but at the same time, I don’t think either of us care anymore.

I wish I knew how I’m going to get along without you.

I wish you knew how much I miss you sometimes, because sometimes I miss you so much it hurts. And other times, I don’t, and I know you probably don’t think of me very much.

You were always my favorite. I know that seems weird to say. But you were. You and your friend.