I wish I had someone. Just in general. I know that sounds weird. I've got people. I do. I've got Mike, I know. I've got Tay, I know. I've got more than that, I know. I do.
But what I really want is someone who I can read my favorite passage from a book I've read 3 times to, without them pretending to snore. Someone who can listen to me when I talk instead of only looking interested half of the time. Someone who will argue with me that people do care, and that I'm not stupid or anything else dumb I say. I don't know why these things feel important right now, but they do.
Oh, and one more thing...
"The day you stop abusing me is the day I start worrying. I know as long as you hit me, and I hug you without asking questions when you're sad, we're friends."
Here's one for Jaclyn. I hope you keep hitting me. And I hope I can still hug you when you're sad and not ask what's the matter. And we can be totally fucked-up and get strange looks from people. I like it that way.
But what I really want is someone who I can read my favorite passage from a book I've read 3 times to, without them pretending to snore. Someone who can listen to me when I talk instead of only looking interested half of the time. Someone who will argue with me that people do care, and that I'm not stupid or anything else dumb I say. I don't know why these things feel important right now, but they do.
Oh, and one more thing...
"The day you stop abusing me is the day I start worrying. I know as long as you hit me, and I hug you without asking questions when you're sad, we're friends."
Here's one for Jaclyn. I hope you keep hitting me. And I hope I can still hug you when you're sad and not ask what's the matter. And we can be totally fucked-up and get strange looks from people. I like it that way.
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